Random vent

Ever feel bad for being an empath? Feeling emotions. Loving people with your heart to realise you're just one pawn in their life or maybe a "replacement".

I'm tired of it. Tired of f*cking feeling it all. I f*cking hate emotions. I'm tired of feeling left off. Feeling discarded despite pulling the weights and sitting in a class with my hands up to show I'm there when I'm really invisible.

Gosh. It really feels empty after a while. Waking up everyday to ensure myself that everyone out there is a liar lol. This way, I don't need to trust anyone. And in this dumb equation, all I did was just trust people. Give them my heart lol.

Lame joke but I wish I were de*d than do that.