Nah cus why is my ass struggling with health anxiety 💀☠️
It’s crazy considering my age, like this young I should not be worrying so much. I should literally be out enjoying life and loving friends.
But health anxiety n death always knock my ass OUT. Like I’m at that age where death is still terrifying asf. Like I have not lived fully yet. I have not done it all, the idea that at one point I could literally just be diagnosed with something and have that all ripped away is horrifying. I say I wanna die and blah blah fooey. But like truth is I really don’t. We don’t know the end, sure you can believe in religion, or whatever. But at the end of the day we DONT KNOW!
It’s never really the illness that scares me, it’s what happens after. It’s the idea I’ll die. And complete darkness will shroud me or something. No dreams no nothing.
I only have one anxiety med left and I need to make it last till like I go to the psychiatrist and get diagnosed new ones(or whatever).
Does anyone else here struggle with this type of anxiety or am I the only one? I can’t be considering this type of fear is probably common.
But health anxiety n death always knock my ass OUT. Like I’m at that age where death is still terrifying asf. Like I have not lived fully yet. I have not done it all, the idea that at one point I could literally just be diagnosed with something and have that all ripped away is horrifying. I say I wanna die and blah blah fooey. But like truth is I really don’t. We don’t know the end, sure you can believe in religion, or whatever. But at the end of the day we DONT KNOW!
It’s never really the illness that scares me, it’s what happens after. It’s the idea I’ll die. And complete darkness will shroud me or something. No dreams no nothing.
I only have one anxiety med left and I need to make it last till like I go to the psychiatrist and get diagnosed new ones(or whatever).
Does anyone else here struggle with this type of anxiety or am I the only one? I can’t be considering this type of fear is probably common.
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