I need help
I've been eeally stressed lately with a lot of things. My escape sas going out with my friends. We hanged out every weekend, but today, when the hangout was supposed to be, I didnt manage to go with them. I had a shitty day overall, courses from 9 am to 5 pm, no one to talk to throughout the day, knowing my friends are hanging out without me, and they dint even answer my texts, i bottled it up inside.
And when i arrived home, I so wanted to talk to my friends but they were too busy. Idk how to explain but I've grown too attached to them. I want to be around them as much as I can, not to fall behind on this friendship. But I am trying too much I think, and it makes me seem desperate and I think people push me awah. Or i am overthinking again.
I have also started goign back to my bad habits. Drinking, bottling everything up, isolating myself, sleeping too much, procastinating. I hate that it's repeating over and over again, not eating.
And when i arrived home, I so wanted to talk to my friends but they were too busy. Idk how to explain but I've grown too attached to them. I want to be around them as much as I can, not to fall behind on this friendship. But I am trying too much I think, and it makes me seem desperate and I think people push me awah. Or i am overthinking again.
I have also started goign back to my bad habits. Drinking, bottling everything up, isolating myself, sleeping too much, procastinating. I hate that it's repeating over and over again, not eating.
