just wanted to vent

I have a small friend group and im like, the loudest person in it. But outside of it im super duper awkward and i hate it sm. Im usually the one being teased a lot in the group cus im also the youngest. yes, it's funny but at times i get hurt. idk if it's me being overly sensitive or what. it's just jokes that are like me being short or me being crazy or dumb. but when i actually do get hurt by that joke, they tease me more. like "awe are u mad" arghhhhh idk. they all have another group outside of our group too. they chat with other people. but theyre the only ppl i can chat with haha. idk!! just wanted to share this