mommy issues..?

it feels like I'm not enough, back then me and my mom used to be so close, my life was perfect, I was perfect, my mom was perfect, I was smart, and I fit in my social group! I loved my mom! but ever since we moved back to my home country everything went downhill, so to be frank, I have 2 parents, one who gave birth to me (my birth parents) and the other, the one who raised me, I willingly left my birth parents and moved w my adopted ones, my birth parents keep arguing, which is annoying, anyways, we moved back to my home country and I reunited w my family except... we had to separate from my dad (he still worked in the country I used to live), my mom (a) she always listens to my vents, except nowadays I'm starting to feel like I'm developing "mommy issues" my life shattered once I moved back to my home country. I hate it here. it ruined my "picture-perfect life". I'm not perfect anymore. I don't fit in anymore, my mom isn't perfect anymore, ever since moved here. it's like a slap from reality, I feel like a disappointment now, my mom always vents about me to my dad right IN FRONT OF ME. idk if I have "mommy issues".