Stop comparing. You're just fine. You are surrounded by bad people. Circumstances aren't your fault. Just care for yourself. Focus on yourself. Create goals. They aren't worth anything

You can talk to me if you want ☹️

Just let things unfold.

🥺 please don't tho

Live for yourself

What are your ambitions and interests?What about yourself are you most proud of?

Welcome to adulthood. Cheer up, you have plenty of time to meet people & make friends. I don't know you, but I am glad that you failed @ your attempt. Right now, you need to focus on bettering your situation, so don't focus on the negatives like your friend situation..find something positive to focus your energy on & do it. I had a friend hang himself right after highschool, over his girlfriend leaving him. 22 years old. Around your age. Had everything to live for, but he let the darkness take him over. He wasn't a bad looking guy, he would have found a better girl & his life could've gotten better.

I am a christian, so I will pray for you & I recomend finding a church. Truly believe it would help you. But, I'm not going to thump you over the head with it. Just think about it.

Finding something to focus on outside of yourself really does help when you are feeling depressed.

God bless.