grandpa is sick

my grandpa is sick rn and he’s in the hospital but my family who lives there is 3 hours away. this weekend i was supposed to hang out with my friends on fri night but now we’re going to visit him, and in two weeks a lot of my friends from camp are supposed to be staying at my house. i’m just rly scared rn bc my dad keeps saying things that imply he’s going to pass away. (ie. “this weekend it will be important to see your uncles, your grandma, and hopefully your grandpa). i’m just rly worried that he will pass away and then i’ll get depressed bc he was such an amazing person and i love him so much, and then the rest of my highschool experience will totally suck ass and all my friends who are supposed to come won’t have a place to stay bc i’m going to be at my grandpas funeral or mourning his loss or smt.