Dude its not worth it , but i get what you mean
Jayciedubb · 56-60, M
The end is coming for us all, eventually, and that might be the end of knowing anything about the world you know, for eternity. Now consider the competition on the day you were conceived. There were an average of 200 million sperm cells all racing to find one egg and you're the one who found it. The winning prize was a ride with the rest of us winners on this big rock hurling through space, spinning on its own access as it takes laps around the Sun. None of us know how many laps our ride is going to last. But when it's over, it's over, so why rush it, especially, like I said, considering all the competition there was just to get here. I just try to relax and enjoy the ride. And when I get those "sui" thoughts, I just remind myself that eternity is forever and even if I lived a thousand years in complete misery, that's not even a drop in the bucket that holds eternity.