I Will Vent Here

I have lost my optimistic outlook again.

I have lost hope because my world is askew. I can't tell what is real and what isn't. I almost got myself locked up again. It is only a matter of time before I do get locked up.

I just want this hell to end. I want them to stop spying on me. I want her to go away shes in my head. She controls me.

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LeopoldBloom · M

Who is spying on you? Who is controlling you?

DisillusionedWaves · 26-30

My boyfriend is syping on me and so is the government. Her name is mel. She is the voice i live with. Shes like a part of me that has control over me

LeopoldBloom · M

@DisillusionedWaves: That is a common symptom of schizophrenia. Please consider seeing a doctor - you can get relief from this.

DisillusionedWaves · 26-30

@ShoesOfWandering: I am seeing a doctor. I am on new meds so I might just have to give it a while :/