I Need To Vent And Get It Out

Sitting here tonight I found out who my real friend is. In just a few moments he gave me more of a conversation than you could. Two days I have been attempting to just talk to you even ten minutes of your time. Since the sixth grade I knew you and now ten years later you can drop me like a hot potato. What's sad is him and I met on Experience Project, yet I can count on him more than you. What happened? Is the question constantly digging into my mind. For three years now I've defended you from people who say you are the reason I have closed off. Every time I did you only proved them right. This friendship we have is so toxic that I have hurt the people who tried getting close to me just so I could keep you in my life. Just don't know how it came to this. We use to talk everyday now I'm lucky if I talk to you at all. We considered each other sisters once. What happened?