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yeahh idk abt this one

ok. Im 15 (female). This happened 4-5 years ago.

To get to our bathroom, we had to go through the laundry, then you slide open a door that leads to where our toilet is, and then you slide another door to get to the bathroom, so when you sit on the toilet, there are 2 sliding doors next to you.

Sometimes when i had baths, i would look over, and see an eye looking at me, the eye belonged to my brother. MY OWN BROTHER. he was 14-15 at the time and i was 10-11. I then hid my body and told him to stop, he didnt, so i tried to ignore him hoping he would leave, but the next time i looked back, the door would be open a little more, thats when i would shout for my mum as loud as i could, which made him run away. This happened 3 times before i finally told my mum what he was doing so she confronted him and it never happened again.

At the time i didnt realise exactly why he did that, all i knew is that it made me extremely uncomfortable since my mum told me to never let anyone see my private parts. But looking back at it now, im just thinking of how absolutely disgusting he was, looking at a child who was significantly younger than him like that, and just the fact that im his sister makes me feel even worse. But thinking about it more, if i didnt go to my mum about it, what else would he have done? Would he have gone further? I feel so sick rn and i truely wish he wasnt my brother, i truely wish i didnt have to live in the same house as his lazy obese self, he cant possibly be happy living like he is?

Also am i over exaggerating?? Like idk i just feel kinda weird rn and have nobody to vent to so i come here instead
BobaTea · 18-21, F
It is not uncommon to feel disturbed and uncomfortable looking back on a past experience that was troubling, uncomfortable, or possibly inappropriate. In your situation, it makes sense that you would feel upset or triggered by remembering this experience with your brother. It's never easy to look back on past events that weren't appropriate. It can be unsettling and unsettling to think about. It's okay to feel how you do and to express your emotions and vent about your feelings. Your emotions are valid and understandable. It might help to reach out to trusted friends or family and seek support for these difficult feelings.🩷

 
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