Please please please

as someone who also sucks at the whole socialisation thing, try listening to music, thats one thing that will calm me down 90% of the time, as for the 10% thats just when im way to anxious and im counting down the seconds until i can escape my school. i dont know the kind of vibe your school gives off, but i suggest, depending on what kind of family you have, try looking at more hands on learning schools that will focus more on teaching you and less on making friends, you seem like a super sweet person and if i knew you id 100% try nd get to know you, but instead im just a simple stranger giving you advice about something i know nothing about, and on that note, i truly wish you luck and hope things turn around for you<3