I just need to vent

I don't know if my friends really want me around. I just hate it. Watching everyone enjoy their school time and there i am sitting in the class alone. They don't even bother asking me if I'm doing ok. I feel bad. It hurts a lot more than I thought so. I wanna leave everything behind. I don't feel ok at all. It's been ages since I felt this left out. I thought I'll do good without anyone but no. I hope this will end. It's like a nightmare.

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ihateeveryone · 13-15

i'm sorry you feel that way, really. i know it can be confusing, an frustrating always feeling like the odd one out. please keep fighting, it's worth it, i promise. know that it's not your fault, and things will get better eventually

dumtub · 16-17

@ihateeveryone honestly I've been fighting for too long and I'm seriously tired at this point. I just want things to get better asap :(

ihateeveryone · 13-15

@dumtub don't give up please, its worth it. trust me, i would know, just try and stay alive for as long as possible, you can only go up from here. and it's so worth it, life is so beautiful, you just got to distance yourself from toxic and negative people