I don’t wanna admit it but I still miss them.

I don’t understand myself why do I miss them so much it’s been 1 month I should’ve already been moved on already with my life but I secretly still think about them everyday no matter what I’m doing when they probably don’t even think about me the way I always think about them I stopped talking about them with my friends but I still
Think about them so much like i still
Think about them all the time and it annoys me so much because I just wish I was moved on ready and I stopped talking about him because ppl were telling me to move on but it’s not easy to actually move on from someone you actually loved alot and even tho they don’t love me anymore I still kinda do and I shouldn’t but I can’t help myself I still feel so attached to them it hurts me a lot that I still feel this stupid attachment to them I hate them so much but love them at the same time.