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I want to move on :(

lately I keep thinking about a friend that i used to be close too. we were besties sorta before we got into a huge fight from 10 years ago. we did started talking online again just a few years back but i feel like that’s a bad idea now. just talking to her again keeps reminding me of how much i was hurting before. it all started after she ghosted me on dc a week ago lmao and I kept getting reminded of all the bad and good things that happened. i think until this day, i still like her so much and want to be close friends again. i hate that I’m the only one who wants this. i was the one who liked her more in our friendship before and i still am the same person now. i know it’s not her fault and it made me feel worse because i feel like im the problem. i was a really toxic friend for her. im glad she cut me off but I’m also kinda upset cus i was reminded of how badly i was treated too :(

i just cried again cus it brings back memories on how she said she got annoyed that i apologized too much for every little things. how im holding her back from doing things she likes. she never texted me during school break and i found out she texted a guy from our class everyday. i only wanted to talk about our days but she said she didn’t need to text me all the time just bcs we’re friends. why do i like her so much??? i hate myself
Picklebobble2 · 56-60, M
Maybe you misunderstood their definition of your friendship.
Maybe you needed more from them than they were able to give.
Maybe you were at different stages in life and just happened to cross paths when you did.

I'm an old man compared to you, but from my experiences in life, i've learned that most people you meet and feel affection for are rarely on the same page and feeling the same way at the same time as you.
That's what makes memories so special.
And you have to let them go because if you don't, you don't allow something better to come your way and be able to recognise it when it does.
❤️
sawako · 22-25
@Picklebobble2 thank you so much for your insight. honestly, now I feel like I can understand more about how I’m feeling. You gave me the reality check I needed. Thank you really 🥺
Picklebobble2 · 56-60, M
@sawako Glad to help 😃

 
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