@GeniUs the thing is I know that and I've known that for so long but I just can't seem to get myself to leave. He's not a bad person, but he struggles with a lot of mental health issues. I need to learn to put myself first but we've been together for so long it's difficult.

@smallbees It's like trying to save somebody who's drowning if you aren't a strong swimmer. You want to do it but you can't.