Why is existence so unfair?
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I'm a horrible person
They were such a bitches
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First of all I'm not english or smth so excuse my way of expressing how I feel.
Some time ago i had a best friend, a boyfriend and a girlfriend.
The thing is that the three of them think I'm a terrible person when they actually made things to make feel like shit.
My best friend started dating my girlfriend when i broke up with her, he liked me before as more than friends but I was insanely in love with my boyfriend, it was a toxic relationship and as a masochist I loved it and kind of hated it at the same time, i started dating my boyfriend while I was with my girlfriend because he didn't let me break up with her because they were besties. We have broken up about 9-10 times.
Before my best friend started dating my ex girlfriend, she dated my boyfriend while i was with him but we had broken up again and when we reconciled he kept dating her and she was trying to convince him to leave me, my best friend knew all of this and he didn't want to tell me because "i was so in love with him and he didn't want to ruin it" a few days ago we talked because i stopped talking to him when he didn't say hi while he was with his girlfriend (my ex) so I asked him if he still loved me when he chose not to say anything and he said no
I've been missing him for a few months a lot but he just missed me a little
That kind of hurt a lot
My boyfriend started dating someone after he broke up with me and when I knew he cheated, he didn't get over me so I was kind of forced to accept an open relationship because i couldn't get over him neither
The girl he was dating didn't know anything about him with me so I found her insta and sent her screenshots of our conversations, i had to do this a few times before she stopped talking to him, we got back together and we finally broke up
So the thing is, the three people i loved the most and i hurted accidentally (or just a little accidentally) hurt me a lot more than i hurt them
I'm trying to get over them and the only person it's left of getting over is my ex best friend and my ex boyfriend a little bit
I tried to explain to my actual best friend my feelings because he was about to stop talking to me for my revenge and sad feelings
Revenge because I'm about to date an ex friend of my ex boyfriend
I kind of like him but revenge wasn't the reason I'm interested on him at all
I panicked and vent to my best friend all my feelings and he got mad because i thought live is clearly unfair
I'm not a monster or smth because i did some mistakes and not even on purpose. I hope those three annoying ungrateful bastards burn in hell
Thanks for reading, sorry if it's long
Some time ago i had a best friend, a boyfriend and a girlfriend.
The thing is that the three of them think I'm a terrible person when they actually made things to make feel like shit.
My best friend started dating my girlfriend when i broke up with her, he liked me before as more than friends but I was insanely in love with my boyfriend, it was a toxic relationship and as a masochist I loved it and kind of hated it at the same time, i started dating my boyfriend while I was with my girlfriend because he didn't let me break up with her because they were besties. We have broken up about 9-10 times.
Before my best friend started dating my ex girlfriend, she dated my boyfriend while i was with him but we had broken up again and when we reconciled he kept dating her and she was trying to convince him to leave me, my best friend knew all of this and he didn't want to tell me because "i was so in love with him and he didn't want to ruin it" a few days ago we talked because i stopped talking to him when he didn't say hi while he was with his girlfriend (my ex) so I asked him if he still loved me when he chose not to say anything and he said no
I've been missing him for a few months a lot but he just missed me a little
That kind of hurt a lot
My boyfriend started dating someone after he broke up with me and when I knew he cheated, he didn't get over me so I was kind of forced to accept an open relationship because i couldn't get over him neither
The girl he was dating didn't know anything about him with me so I found her insta and sent her screenshots of our conversations, i had to do this a few times before she stopped talking to him, we got back together and we finally broke up
So the thing is, the three people i loved the most and i hurted accidentally (or just a little accidentally) hurt me a lot more than i hurt them
I'm trying to get over them and the only person it's left of getting over is my ex best friend and my ex boyfriend a little bit
I tried to explain to my actual best friend my feelings because he was about to stop talking to me for my revenge and sad feelings
Revenge because I'm about to date an ex friend of my ex boyfriend
I kind of like him but revenge wasn't the reason I'm interested on him at all
I panicked and vent to my best friend all my feelings and he got mad because i thought live is clearly unfair
I'm not a monster or smth because i did some mistakes and not even on purpose. I hope those three annoying ungrateful bastards burn in hell
Thanks for reading, sorry if it's long
16-17, F