Idk what to title this

So uhh idk how to start this but I jus need to get it out my chest so recently I’ve gained 2 really close friends and they have been my best friends for 1-2 years and recently one randomly started an argument and it made me bawl for like 2 days and then days later the both of them did a messed up prank on me that included private information on a public server and I just been crying while they spend the time of their life’s together and I’m just sitting here writing this while they’re probably goofing off smack talking it