Childrens day
So in europe is today childrens day and where i live we celebrate it to.
Always on holidays i have the chance to ask dad to buy me literally the minimum that i should have like clothes,a drink,or idk but lately everytime i ask for something literally little he starts getting mad, screaming, i forgot to sent my home work to my teacher a few days ago and he came in my room screaming about how im embarassing him how im not ashamed to ask for things or money but i donr sent my homework, im a human to i always tried to help in house at least a little and in the same day i cleaned the house which i do rarely bc i barely have time for myself bc of studying and ye. I thought that he would appreciate even the littlest thing ive made because ive tried so hard and i always try to make everyones happy in the fam and stuff after he got ice creams and i went to take mines to eat it and i left on the table the other 2 because i forgot ab it , i was im my world idk either what i was doing so i came to put my ice cream "package"? At the trash and he came screaming why i dont put the other 2 ice creams in the refrigerator
I know i may sound dramatic but im sensible when someone screams at me i just cry all i want is just a few nice words from him not expensive stuff
As i said ab today ive asked dad to get me clothes as a gift and he made fun of me them mom came and started screaming that i already "used dad" while he was the one offering to get me a new pair of shoes since mines were ripped out :((
She always does that , she always tells other people that "santa comes to her everyday and gets her candy" and i know this may sound childish but yea i dont ask for much
And me and used to be so close and now i feel like hes the one that hates me and doesent want me to be near him
The fact that i have to beg other people for love i should get at home literally hurts.
My pet is new at my place and she is scared of me still so i really have nobody
Always on holidays i have the chance to ask dad to buy me literally the minimum that i should have like clothes,a drink,or idk but lately everytime i ask for something literally little he starts getting mad, screaming, i forgot to sent my home work to my teacher a few days ago and he came in my room screaming about how im embarassing him how im not ashamed to ask for things or money but i donr sent my homework, im a human to i always tried to help in house at least a little and in the same day i cleaned the house which i do rarely bc i barely have time for myself bc of studying and ye. I thought that he would appreciate even the littlest thing ive made because ive tried so hard and i always try to make everyones happy in the fam and stuff after he got ice creams and i went to take mines to eat it and i left on the table the other 2 because i forgot ab it , i was im my world idk either what i was doing so i came to put my ice cream "package"? At the trash and he came screaming why i dont put the other 2 ice creams in the refrigerator
I know i may sound dramatic but im sensible when someone screams at me i just cry all i want is just a few nice words from him not expensive stuff
As i said ab today ive asked dad to get me clothes as a gift and he made fun of me them mom came and started screaming that i already "used dad" while he was the one offering to get me a new pair of shoes since mines were ripped out :((
She always does that , she always tells other people that "santa comes to her everyday and gets her candy" and i know this may sound childish but yea i dont ask for much
And me and used to be so close and now i feel like hes the one that hates me and doesent want me to be near him
The fact that i have to beg other people for love i should get at home literally hurts.
My pet is new at my place and she is scared of me still so i really have nobody
18-21, F
