Day 1 of spilling my emotions online 😓
Alright this is gonna be… uh a lot.
I really hate how my parents will put everything on me. Like first off I have to wake up 5 days of the week at 7 am to go to school. And yeah it’s nothing compared to working or whatever but then right after school (that stresses me out so much because I can never focus in class and idk why but it’s just so hard and I hate it so much) I go home. And as soon as I get home before I can even close the door behind me my fucking parents will go “ohhh you have to clean!” “You are gonna be home alone with your little brother all day” “ohh you’re in trouble for the smallest thing possible” “blah blah blah” . And I mean ofc that doesn’t seem that stressful I’d just do my stuff and move on with my day right? Wrong. Every second my name gets called and I have to do something else. If I do it too slow I get hit. If I do it too fast I get hit. If it isn’t done the exact way my parents want it even though they never taught me how they want it I get hit. No matter what I do it ends up with me being hit, yelled at, and being told I’m no good for anything and I’m a lazy brat who does nothing besides sit down all day.
And ykw it’s whatever I have the weekend to relax right? WRONG. my weekend gets taken away from me everyday. Hey I wanna go outside? Yeah no sorry you have to clean the house top to bottom while we leave you and your little brother home alone. You also have to keep your eyes on him at all times, do every and anything for him, and be a fucking parent like you’ve always been since you were only like what 5? I ALWAYS HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING. it’s so annoying.
And I thought maybe since it’s summer I’ll get a break. This is the worse summer I’ve ever had in my entire life. Not only am I not allowed to leave the house I have to do everything since I’m home all day. Along with that watch my little brother all day along with the dog that I have to walk all the time. Then my dumbass little brother will run in the rode while I’m walking the dog. I try to help my little brother the dog runs off somewhere and boom she’s lost. If I don’t help my little brother he will get ran over.
Anyways. Just getting things done for my parents has ruined my whole schedule. Not only do I have less time to myself I started eating less (which my mom is probably so happy about since all she thinks of me is how fat and unhealthy I am. And so you understand how wrong that is I will just say I’m one of the skinniest people in my family. And from what other people around me say I’m extremely under weight.) I sleep less (I usually can get about 4 hours of sleep) and I can barely take care of myself. I swear as soon as I can I’m moving out and my parents will never hear from me again.
I really hate how my parents will put everything on me. Like first off I have to wake up 5 days of the week at 7 am to go to school. And yeah it’s nothing compared to working or whatever but then right after school (that stresses me out so much because I can never focus in class and idk why but it’s just so hard and I hate it so much) I go home. And as soon as I get home before I can even close the door behind me my fucking parents will go “ohhh you have to clean!” “You are gonna be home alone with your little brother all day” “ohh you’re in trouble for the smallest thing possible” “blah blah blah” . And I mean ofc that doesn’t seem that stressful I’d just do my stuff and move on with my day right? Wrong. Every second my name gets called and I have to do something else. If I do it too slow I get hit. If I do it too fast I get hit. If it isn’t done the exact way my parents want it even though they never taught me how they want it I get hit. No matter what I do it ends up with me being hit, yelled at, and being told I’m no good for anything and I’m a lazy brat who does nothing besides sit down all day.
And ykw it’s whatever I have the weekend to relax right? WRONG. my weekend gets taken away from me everyday. Hey I wanna go outside? Yeah no sorry you have to clean the house top to bottom while we leave you and your little brother home alone. You also have to keep your eyes on him at all times, do every and anything for him, and be a fucking parent like you’ve always been since you were only like what 5? I ALWAYS HAVE TO TAKE CARE OF EVERYTHING. it’s so annoying.
And I thought maybe since it’s summer I’ll get a break. This is the worse summer I’ve ever had in my entire life. Not only am I not allowed to leave the house I have to do everything since I’m home all day. Along with that watch my little brother all day along with the dog that I have to walk all the time. Then my dumbass little brother will run in the rode while I’m walking the dog. I try to help my little brother the dog runs off somewhere and boom she’s lost. If I don’t help my little brother he will get ran over.
Anyways. Just getting things done for my parents has ruined my whole schedule. Not only do I have less time to myself I started eating less (which my mom is probably so happy about since all she thinks of me is how fat and unhealthy I am. And so you understand how wrong that is I will just say I’m one of the skinniest people in my family. And from what other people around me say I’m extremely under weight.) I sleep less (I usually can get about 4 hours of sleep) and I can barely take care of myself. I swear as soon as I can I’m moving out and my parents will never hear from me again.
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