It's just too much, I can't live with so many people anymore.

I'm sorry I haven't replied to any of my messages for awhile, just going through alot.
I grew up with a single dad, it was me and my dad almost my whole entire life. I was content with just living with my dad and didn't mind helping him because he was my best friend. He was my favorite person.
Ever since my dad died, I lost my childhood home. And ever since I've moved in with people after people. So many people I don't understand why, it's too much for me... I'm doing the best I can. I've been moving for so long i can't take it. I just wish I could go back....