I miss my dad.

Ever since I moved in with my mom my dad has been drifting away. He doesn't call anymore and when he does I cry after because I think about how things were before and how different things could have been if things went the way they were supposed to. I know my dad has been sad ever since he and my stepmom separated because he never gets to see his kids and when he does he looks sad and defeated like he lost custody of us and it makes me upset to see him like this because I don't like to see my dad sad and it breaks me even more when he cries in front of my mom and shows that he is not in the right place in like rn and clearly needs help with lots of different things. I just want my dad back from all the drugs and tears I miss him sm