I DON'T WANT TOMORROW TO COME

I don't sleep cuz I don't want tomorrow to come, I'm scared of what will happen the next day if I sleep. I want time to slow down so I don't sleep because if I sleep, on the next day, I will think too much about things that I'm worried about, to the point that I don't want to go to school and I manage to lie to my parents to avoid going to school. I don't sleep because I have time to think about things I don't talk about to others.. It's hard but it's making my life much easier because I have time to think....