I really need this of my mind
Hey I am new and I just need this of my chest,
Next year I'm going to high school. My friends let's call them Mary and Chelsea. Are my reason to life. Without them I wouldn't want to live anymore. The other girls in my class backstabed me and are shit talkers. I just met Chelsea 4 years ago but we are really close. But now she makes me feel left out. I had a crush on someone and she told the girls who are in the same class as him. It did bother me but I don't want to say anything I don't want her to think that I am weird or something. My friend Mary she is my everything. She more important than my family. We knew each other from when school started. We were literally little kids. She always stands up for me. Never tells someone something I said. We three were supposed to go to the same highschool we were all already singed in. But something happened on the school were we were supposed to go. So Chelsea her parents said she needs to change schools. Now Chelsea is going to another school. Mary and I are going different. We aren't even going to be in the same building. The only place where we can see each other is. During lunch and break. And in our second year I won't even see her not during lunch not during break. And she has so many other friends and relatives at the school.She suddenly forgets about me. So I'm basically on my own. I can't communicate with people. I always will say something wrong. And I'm so ugly no one would even look at my direction. I feel like Mary is leaving. She doesn't answer me anymore.
Next year I'm going to high school. My friends let's call them Mary and Chelsea. Are my reason to life. Without them I wouldn't want to live anymore. The other girls in my class backstabed me and are shit talkers. I just met Chelsea 4 years ago but we are really close. But now she makes me feel left out. I had a crush on someone and she told the girls who are in the same class as him. It did bother me but I don't want to say anything I don't want her to think that I am weird or something. My friend Mary she is my everything. She more important than my family. We knew each other from when school started. We were literally little kids. She always stands up for me. Never tells someone something I said. We three were supposed to go to the same highschool we were all already singed in. But something happened on the school were we were supposed to go. So Chelsea her parents said she needs to change schools. Now Chelsea is going to another school. Mary and I are going different. We aren't even going to be in the same building. The only place where we can see each other is. During lunch and break. And in our second year I won't even see her not during lunch not during break. And she has so many other friends and relatives at the school.She suddenly forgets about me. So I'm basically on my own. I can't communicate with people. I always will say something wrong. And I'm so ugly no one would even look at my direction. I feel like Mary is leaving. She doesn't answer me anymore.
