congrats to the post below me for being clean!!
i need help. i always feel like a second option. i feel like a replacement and im not special. my online friends only talk to me when their main friend goes offline - and ik damn well if THAT girl came back in my bsf's life my no 1 wouldnt be there for me anymore.
it doesnt help that every one of my friends just tend to shrug my feelings off of my shoulders while if i make them feel bad i start endlessly apologising. let me explain it in a 'nicer' way. if i feel really bad and need to vent, NONE OF THEM CARE. THEY DONT EVEN TRY TO HIDE IT TOO. they always switch the topic IMMEDINATELY or just leaves me on opened.
'maybe they're a little uncomfortable with giving advice thats all' well - i actually am too. but when this happens, i say:
'im so sorry, i hope it can get better for u <33' simple as that.
please help. am i just being sensitive or do i need to take caution?
it doesnt help that every one of my friends just tend to shrug my feelings off of my shoulders while if i make them feel bad i start endlessly apologising. let me explain it in a 'nicer' way. if i feel really bad and need to vent, NONE OF THEM CARE. THEY DONT EVEN TRY TO HIDE IT TOO. they always switch the topic IMMEDINATELY or just leaves me on opened.
'maybe they're a little uncomfortable with giving advice thats all' well - i actually am too. but when this happens, i say:
'im so sorry, i hope it can get better for u <33' simple as that.
please help. am i just being sensitive or do i need to take caution?
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