I understand how you feel, at least to some extent, the world is a cruel place. Honestly, I could go on and on about all the specific things I did to "feel okay", but the best advice I could truthfully give is find and surround yourself with people who you genuinely enjoy being around. This is the only way I was able to build myself a "new" family who supported me and I them. If you have any more specific questions about my life, want any advice for yours, or someone just to vent to, please don't hesitate to reach out and I will do what I can for you! -August <3