sorta vent to myself.

if i had to be honest. i am the most lost person right now, i feel nothing, i dont know what to do or who i am. i wish i still knew, but i cant seem to figure myself out. i wish i was like the pretty girls in my grade i wish i knew how to speak up about things, i wish i knew how to say no to people, i wish i never dated anyone, i wish me and my boyfriend never got together. its just hell bro none of it is healthy im ruining everything and i dont know how to end things with him. ive been with him for 8 months but known him for a year, shits tough. im stuck in this dark place where i'm only watching and listening to myself towards people, but im not there. i just wish my life would of gone normally in my childhood where it doesnt effect me now.

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Queendragonfly · 31-35, F

Don't worry. This will all start come naturally with age. Until then. I recommend you seeing a school counselor, it helped me a lot when I was in high school, I had somewhere safe to vent, to someone who could explain to me why I feel like I do and guide me in how to set boundaries and respect myself.

Teirdalin · 31-35

Being with someone you don't want to be with can cause regret that will last your whole life. *High Five*

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