I just want to vent somewhere

I just feel lonely and i am not diagnosed with depression but i might be depressed. not sure. i just wanted a place to vent and i saw this place(idk how this works). oke so. i just or probably a week ago broke with my GF and idk. i think i depended on her too much because now i just feel empty. i dont have many friends. i only have two and one is in a differed and demanding Highscool witch means i can probably speak with him only per few times a week and other is my ex i think she doesn't want to hang with me anymore, because she now hangs with a friend that i feel is just better than me. (i think and hope we still are good friends). but yeah. nothing feels fun anymore and end up thinking that i am just too boring to be anyone's friend. but to say the truth i am very socially awkward and i am very bad at social situations (well at least in situations where i speak to people that are the same age as me). i dont know what to do with my social life or do i even have one.

sry for bad english too. im not from any english speaking country.