idk honestly just a vent

i’m 13 and i feel so neglected by my parents my mum is talking to everyone in the family but me and it upsets me a lot and once she ignored me for 3 whole days before idk she started just telling me to do things and she got over it i guess and my father is so rude he’s been here physically but mentally really he isn’t and i just wish he was like the other dads because all he does is insult me and make me feel bad about myself and whenever he enters the room i want to leave and when my friends are around he’s so sweet and kind towards them but it’s the opposite around me. i don’t know if there’s something wrong with me and i know this isn’t even much but i always end up crying over this and idk i just wanted to say this