Over-Friendliness

So Im A People-Person With lots of friends, the only thing is most of them are profit-seeking.
Everyday at school they ask for money,
homework, even my own lunch, And I dont even know why I dont want to leave them or cut my toxic relationships with them. I started to sleep-deprive, cut my wrists, and eating less because of my mental problems that they made, I lost some of my happiness and started to bottle up my tears, I wanted to become a courageous, smart person, but because of them I lost hope. I have only talked to one person about this, I became a person who has trust-issues after we moved to my fathers hometown, Everyday worriying that I will fail miserably and be poor with no money at all.
Anxiety has cotrolled my mind. I want to go back.

Lalimiyo · 22-25

You're brave, But if things started to have negative impact on you're life, you have to step in. I know it's hard, and you're feeling things you cant explain. But please, dont feel guilty, cut them if you need to, confront them if you need to, ignore them if you need to, learning to say "no" is an improvement. I'm proud of you for being brave, please hang on to yourself.