il so sorry for what you are dealing with, especially at such a young age. this may be wrong for me to say but i also “suffer” from severe anxiety and it can be hard sometimes so i thought maybe it would be easier to help by giving you “personal advice.” if you feel as if your boyfriend is cheating on you, talk to him about it and break up with him. dont stick with things that will only make things worse. as for your family life, try comunicating with them once in a while of how you feel, for example, your parents. they are [i]your parents[/i] and they will listen to you and make sure that you are okay. if you feel that you need it, seek out a therapist. tell your parents about your thoughts, let it out.