Im not feeling the need to live

il so sorry for what you are dealing with, especially at such a young age. this may be wrong for me to say but i also “suffer” from severe anxiety and it can be hard sometimes so i thought maybe it would be easier to help by giving you “personal advice.” if you feel as if your boyfriend is cheating on you, talk to him about it and break up with him. dont stick with things that will only make things worse. as for your family life, try comunicating with them once in a while of how you feel, for example, your parents. they are your parents and they will listen to you and make sure that you are okay. if you feel that you need it, seek out a therapist. tell your parents about your thoughts, let it out.

U are 12 years old. U shouldn't even be in a situation where u have to think about smth as complex as relationships and im sorry for your family problems. U are so so young...let yourself be a kid and give yourself a real chance...u havent even hit puberty yet and im telling u things get better and u will be okay.

I feel really sorry for you. If you want to talk to somebody you can always talk to me.