I don’t want to be here anymore

I can’t go there, they neglected me and physically abused me and they still abuse me mentally. They seem not to get the fact that I go by a different name and that I’m not female anymore. I’m outed for over one and a half year. They seem not to respect the fact that I want privacy and apparently not getting the fact that their son doesn’t follow anything. I come out of my room to get finally food for the first time today and I get chased by a knife or a pair of scissors from my now 9 year old brother. He is now 9 years old and behaves like a 4 year old.
I’m sick and tired to see that he gets favourite. I get treated like shit
Like I’m supposed to be best at everything and doing everything they want.
I have problems with sh , yes but don’t scream at me for it .
Do you really think if you scream at me I will magically stop and not be depressed anymore? I don’t know what is keeping me here but I want it to stop, I just want to go in peace.

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howareyou · 16-17, F

hey hey calm down, noone is going to scream at you for doing sh in here, we all know that you didn't do it because you love to do it, it just turned out to happen, and you have a reason! And i know its difficult to get out of this habit but if you never try how will you know? You have to try you have to try to get out of this and be a better person, go out, being introverted and socially anxious is not a thing to be encouraged about! Go out take a walk clear your mind, you family may not be the best, but that doesnt change who you are.
You are a good person and you know it, you know that you want to be a better person so don't let your family let you down, I trust you, we trust you that you can survive this and get through this!💗
I hope you are doing better now, if you wanna talk im here, we are here!<3

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