I failed my exam thrice.

I had given my exams thrice. I don't really care about the 1st exam because rarely nobody could go through it in first attempt. I really don't care about my second because I gave some effort. But my third one was really bad. I got distracted to the bones and wasted the whole year. But the saddest and the most depressing part is I lied to my mom and dad saying I got past the cut off but I won't be getting my desired department. They were happy that I passed but little did they know I got even lesser mark than the previous exam.


I'm the kinda person who is very average in studies,who knows stuffs but remains quiet because of shyness but people think I'm dumb. My parents don't know that I wasted my whole year studying nothing, which added to my guilt.


The worst part is my rival/ ex friend was acting all year long that her study condition was worst. But she got through with flying colors. From today onwards,I have decided I won't believe anyone.