Papa (page 1)

I'm going to pretend that I'm speaking to my deceased father since I miss him so much. My father passed away 4 months ago, making 2022 the saddest year ever. When my father passed away, everything changed. I mourn him, not because of the money he provided from his income, but rather because I detest seeing my mother go through so much stress over having where to constantly find the money. As the eldest child, losing a father is really hard, but it hurts more to see your mother struggle and act as though everything is fine. I detest that I do nothing but study and beg for money to pay for my school fees while my mother goes through a lot of hardship. Papa, I wish you were here. We are really sorry. Mama needs you right now, so even if you aren't physically present or with us, kindly assist her in finding solutions to her issues, encourage her, please papa, and give her more strength. That would be the nicest thing you could do, papa. Missing you so much.