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I Hate My Life

Im a 11 year old gurl, i know im young. im mature for my age. I am suicidal and i do self harm. life is just so sad and made me feel like I want to leave this world. everything i do is not enough. they only notice my mistakes. my father doesn't even care for me he left me when i was still a child. my father gave me a trauma i can't forget. my mother pressures me to study i even get 30 minutes of sleep just to study. other members of my family hates me friends don't even listen to me too. they just think im pretending for attention. i just want to feel loved. and theres this one kid at school that spreads information that i was bullying him while its the opposite he bullys me for having no dad and him being smarter than me. im just so sick of my life, i want to die so i could have a new life and itd be a great life..
LilithSuccubus · 26-30, F
Hi! you are not alone and dont be hard on yourself. My father also left me before I was born and it was at the beginning of the war in my country. My mom was left alone with me and my twin. Families can be harsh and make you feel unloved and like it is your fault, but it is not true and you know it. Dont let that mindset settle in.. And if you go out believing that no one listens to you or sees you that is exactly what you gonna get. So try changing that mindset.. If you dont respect yourself no one will. You are young and also puberty just kicked in, you should be fine. Have you talked to someone like psychiatrist, with someone at your school? Like a school counselor?
LilithSuccubus · 26-30, F
@imsosorry123 With a teacher you trust? But you really need to understand it is not your fault your father left that's on him and his lost.. I hope you find someone adult who can help you in person. Self harm is the last thing..
imsosorry123 · 13-15, F
@LilithSuccubus thank you so much💗
LilithSuccubus · 26-30, F
@imsosorry123 stay safe. maybe someone else can give you more advice who has similar experience

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