Im so exhausted rn

Earlier this week I already had a massive panic attack about my dysphoria. I had to cover the mirrors in my room because I couldn't handle seeing how my body looks in the mirror.

But now I just feel drained.

I have no energy to do anything at the moment. I had a day off school today and I haven't managed to even do anything. I've just sat around all day not even doing much. I've only scrolled through my phone all day. I feel very useless rn.

I just had a breakdown because I have to work 7 hours tomorrow. I have to wear the women's uniform because they don't have the mens one in my size, so that certainly doesn't help. I'm way to exhausted to interact with people tomorrow.

I'm glad I have spring break next week because I can't handle another week of the absolute bullshit that's called school.

But I'm also too stressed to fall asleep. I really can't fall asleep because I keep overthinking everything.