venting and shit

i cant keep this in anymore. I'm 11 and i just need help. i wanna die . i feel so useless in this world just- I DONT MEAN TO BE AN OVERTHINKER. I'm Rylee ,11 she/her or it/its pronouns bc sometimes i feel like a fucking tv. people just watch me cry and beg them to stay when they leave me. I have a friend ive,and she was like a god to me. she was my guardian angel to me. just kill me dude. i dont know why tf i was created but i dont know whats wrong with me. i just wanted A FUCKING FRIEND. no one cared. i get good grades but noone knows how hard it is. poor fucking me. huh, i have no use. im getting pretty fucking tired. its not real. im always trying trying trying trying and im going fucking INSANEEEE poor fucking me im a petty bitch. i just wanted a friend and help i have given enough to the world i just wanna dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee i hate my life

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Eros23 · 18-21, F

Brute, I totally understand your situation, I have been there. Don't worry everything will be alright. And you have great friends and some new people coming ahead, some just might mess u up and some people will be there for u forever and ever. Have patience, there's still alot of things coming ahead. I'm sure you're such a sweetheart, you'll find a very good friend fs. Keep getting those good grades, you'll never regret it, even if it's hard keep doing it. Don't hate your life love, it's a beautiful thing just because a friend left, it isn't the end of the world.
It's hard but uk people come and go we cannot beg them to stay in our lives. Accept it and move on, find new people, have new memories. It's gonna be a beautiful life when you realise everything is simple, don't complicate it. Have a great life 🤍

IHEARTFRIEDCHICKEN · 18-21, F

@Eros23 tysm. it means so much for people to say that

PinkPunkFlamingo · 22-25, T

Girl, I get it! I've been there and now I'm a 22yo who still feel the same way, I've also lost all my friends and it feels like my family can't stand me anymore, but you know what? At least I have a dream, one that no one can take from me, that's what you should try. Find a path, a reason for yourself because you're still young and deserve to experience the good parts in life! Right sh-- all messy, I know but believe it is worth to go through it, I believe in you I'm amazed you're doing great in school because when I was your age I was sh-- at school, still am (I'm in college and even tho my course is only four years I failed so much I needed at least two more years to conclude it). I may not know your personality, but judging by what you wrote you're a good kid who has a chance, you deserve a chance. I believe in you so don't give yet, wait till a year and look around at all the great things you've accomplished, even if it's small.

canusernamebemyusername · M

What happened to your friend? Can you make new ones? I mean I know that is really hard especially when depression drains you of any energy you might have. Are there any adults you can go to with your problems. If one turns you down go to another one or another. Don't take no for an answer until you get someone to help you

IHEARTFRIEDCHICKEN · 18-21, F

@canusernamebemyusername rumors were spread abt me and people said i was talking to discord pedos. people got on my school google account and got on my dis and then i was forced to leave for nothing.now i was a bad kid at that school but i didnt deserve that

canusernamebemyusername · M

@IHEARTFRIEDCHICKEN Even if that rumour was true that is absolutely no reason to blame the child in any way. Pedo is being thrown around pretty much as an insult anymore and taking attention away from actual victims. Which is probably the point. Somebody could probably sue on your behalf for defamation of a child.

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