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LittleMissAlwaysSad Based on your comments, you are your own worse enemy. Only you can change your attitude, no one can do that for your. Take a nice hot shower or bubble bath, comb your hair, brush your teeth, and give yourself a beautiful smile in the mirror with two thumbs up. Tell yourself a silly joke and look at the stars, if possible.
What do you think you need most right now in your life? Have you tried to offer it to anyone else? If you want love, first love yourself. No one wants to be around a grumpy person so start making yourself attractive to yourself. Learn to laugh and how to be positive in your conversations. You will eventually see your life improve.