Gross guys
Its not that bad, but i feel like a slut and i need to get this off of my chest.
Context: i am very mentally ill, and an anxiety filled people pleaser. And female.
I was on discord, and got aproached with a guy from an eating disorder server. I thought, hey, someone with an eating disorder! Ill be able to help them with this!
We started chatting, all was good. We had a fair amount in common.
He was a british guy with bulimia.
He then started asking me to do things. 'Put your hand on your stomach.'
'Put it where it needs to be'
I was a fucking minor. But they were peristant. I thought they were my friend.
I ended up masturbating on camra with him.
The panic attacks were horrible.
I felt so gross.
I FEEL gross, even now.
I have a fear of men and biritsh people now <3
Context: i am very mentally ill, and an anxiety filled people pleaser. And female.
I was on discord, and got aproached with a guy from an eating disorder server. I thought, hey, someone with an eating disorder! Ill be able to help them with this!
We started chatting, all was good. We had a fair amount in common.
He was a british guy with bulimia.
He then started asking me to do things. 'Put your hand on your stomach.'
'Put it where it needs to be'
I was a fucking minor. But they were peristant. I thought they were my friend.
I ended up masturbating on camra with him.
The panic attacks were horrible.
I felt so gross.
I FEEL gross, even now.
I have a fear of men and biritsh people now <3







