I dont know how to cope with this

Tbh i dont even know why i wrote here instead of venting my friends,but i know theyre in a bad place as much as i am. Theres been a big earthquake in my country,which i think if you check the date youll figure out where i am. And city i live has a really high risk of big earthquake too. I know that for all my life, but recent disasters made that visible. Me and my family live in a very old building. Everyday i woke up, im suprised im still alive. After that earthquakes, every night is a nightmare. Everyday i fear of losing everything. I feel like i lose my mind each day. I push the thoughts all day but when the night comes they came again. Every second i thought, what happen if it happens now? Will i be survive in this spot? What if i survive, but i lose my family? My friends? What if i die? I have so much to do. Im so young. I study to go college this year, but im losing motivation. Everyone in my age does. Because I cant see a future anymore. Everything i do feels meaningless, because im going to lose everything anyways. I dont know how to cope with this. For now i only wait for the day and try to forget just for a moment. I watch series all day to distract myself,but i need to study. And not the mention before the previous things, i wasnt in my best either. Now it got worse with fearing all day.