the end of my life

Sorry to hear you are feeling/felt this way. I do not know your backstory and loose of that I may not have much to offer, but sometimes small bits matter more than larger bits I do hope..

Being open to yourself enables skills to grow and goals to become easier to achieve. What ever goal you set for yourself, the mind is more potent than people often consider, and it can be formed to how you use it. 😇

Vulnerability is a quality that makes life beautiful, without it things would become dull. Life is a skill, not a guarantee and that means it can be both beautiful as well as ugly. Ones view determines where the focus is being placed upon. 🙂 And how you choose to focus and approach things is fully yours, but doing so will enable growth to what you focus towards.

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Start it a fresh. You have lot of time and lot of things to work on. Start from strengthening yourself, physically, mentally, spiritually.

Best Wishes :)

Im sorry. Maybe you should start over. Finding a hobby or way to spend your free time is a good start. Stay save

I recommend practicing escapism, play Skyrim or something if you have a computer.

i am so sorry you are feeling this way. i have discord if you ever need to talk, i care.