Not being anyones favourite person

I don't really know how but i always end up either finding "just friends" or hurting the one that care for me. I sometimes get really sad or angry because i never find myself in a situation were my favorite person thinks the same about me. And it just doesn't sit right to me. I just want someone to care for me as much i care for others. I never met someone who would openly and genuinely care for me and show it. And i want someone like that. I am tired of being there for everyone while no one's there for me.