This is kindof stupid

Kindof is an understatement, its more like really but anyways. I literally feel soo embarrassed and gross about messaging a guy whos like my friend about school related stuff. Idk like we're friends but i wouldnt usally message him out of the blue like that unless its related to music stuff (we're in a band together) but yeah now I just feel super crap for some reason and literally feel like avoiding him forever, and its not even like he reacted badly or anything to him texting me, like in general we've been getting closer but idk I just dont feel right about it.

Now its almost midnight and I've been trying to fall asleep but cant because cant help feeling so disgusted and horrible??

Edit: sorry yall that wasn't very sigma of me