I FELL NUMB INSIDE
I don’t really know how to describe this. It’s about my feelings. I’ve been feeling like this for a long time now 1-2 years or so and it doesn’t seem to go away.
It’s nothing serious. I just feel like I don’t really feel the emotions I show on my face.
I smile when something funny happens, but I don’t feel anything inside. I might just not be aware of it and am being delusional. I’ve been paying more attention to it, because it started affecting me a bit. Everything is a bother lately. My life goes in circles that I cannot break through and everything just feels the same. Dull. Boring. Annoying. Irritating. People around me annoy me more and more everyday. The didn’t have to do anything or be near me, just the thought of them makes me annoyed.
I feel these weird sometimes. I can express my emotions on my face, but I don’t feel them. Just sharp pain in the middle of my chest, that’s all. I do get irritated easily, but I don’t feel it. It just happens. That’s all I can say.
It’s nothing serious. I just feel like I don’t really feel the emotions I show on my face.
I smile when something funny happens, but I don’t feel anything inside. I might just not be aware of it and am being delusional. I’ve been paying more attention to it, because it started affecting me a bit. Everything is a bother lately. My life goes in circles that I cannot break through and everything just feels the same. Dull. Boring. Annoying. Irritating. People around me annoy me more and more everyday. The didn’t have to do anything or be near me, just the thought of them makes me annoyed.
I feel these weird sometimes. I can express my emotions on my face, but I don’t feel them. Just sharp pain in the middle of my chest, that’s all. I do get irritated easily, but I don’t feel it. It just happens. That’s all I can say.
