Whatever the shit it this

So I thought I'm finally gonna be happy again but today I told my ex crush I don't like her anymore (we're friends/chatting now) and she started acting distant she rarely talks to me anymore and I told my friends abt this but I think they're fed up with my drama they didn't listened
I am not a robot:<
That ex crush of mine is draining she changes her personalityyy so often that I cannot copy it I think I rusted our friendship but 🙁 I'm so done bro 4 years I'm all alone isolated from others I have depression so everytime someone talks to me I desperately grasp their hands because I'm desperate to have a relationship that's why even though I want to I just can't leave my ex crush alone this happened a lot of times already I just want to have my peace