I’m not sure

Hate feeling lonely
Empty but full of love
Sinful and regretful
What am I missing?
Why must I be cursed?
Miss praising the lord
Feel unworthy to go back
Feel hideous & judged
I want you to be saved
I want you to be mine
Are we destined to be together?
I feel unloved by your family
So unworthy of a perfect love
Perfectly imperfect