What happened today at school.. and maybe more :,)

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Should I try to get help

Nah you’re normal

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Today I had a presentation, I was freaking out crying. My teacher said, “start when you’re ready.” I wasn’t ready at ALL. I told her that I couldn’t do it because multiple people were watching me and she forced me to do it. I got over with it and she gave me a 3/5 on it. I tried my best I really did. I got home crying because of frustration and being overwhelmed and my mom told me I was being dramatic and yelled at me like she always does. She always says my attitude is bad and I’m crying like a baby but I just need help. I seem to notice that I’m not like the others at my school and I do completely abnormal things that they don’t do. This isn’t fair. I wish I had a good childhood and no one bullied me for being really scared to talk to people. “It’s normal and sometimes you need to be pushed outside you’re comfort zone.” What if I don’t want to. What if I’m having breakdowns because of YOU guys. My school is all about presenting and being perfect and I just can’t stand it anymore. I hate myself I hate my life I hate my mom I hate my classmates I just want to go somewhere safe where I can be myself and take a break from all of this. My mom calls me slurs and threatens to kill me as a “joke”. I used to think that was normal. She also says “okay fine, I guess I’ll go kill myself” If I don’t go clean my room. I don’t feel like doing anything and I can’t even take care of some of my needs. Whenever I vent to people they always say, “Oh that happens to me too” Anyways, I going to see Megan tomorrow after school I’m so happy I’m stimming lol

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Wewooloo · 13-15, T Pinned Comment

Yooo and I’m getting an Icee cup, blue raspberry flavor 😎👍

izzie · 13-15, F

(first of all, sorry if this makes you upset because you mentioned the fact that whenever you are venting to someone they always say "oh that happens to me too" and idk if me ranting about a similar experience i had makes you upset because it always happens to you whenever you are venting. and also sorry if the grammar is bad, english is my second language. anyways i still hope you feel better ❤️)

i kinda had a similar experience (or maybe not idk)
i was supposed to give a presentation with my group (i basically carried the group because OF COURSE i did) and the contents of my presentation was a lot (dont ask me why i put a lot of effort into it) me and my group was reading it and i just knew people were making fun of me. teacher says theres too much info in the presentation and gives me a lower score than everyone else (he didint even acknowledge the fact that I ACTUALLY PUT EFFORT INTO IT) my entire group including my friend blamed me. i mean i dont blame them for being a little upset but first of all, THEY SPESIFICALLY SAID TO ADD MORE SLIDES WHEN I TRIED TO MAKE IT SHORT, and second of all, THEY'RE ACTING LIKE I DIDINT DO MOST OF THE WORK?? WHAT????
i dont feel like most if not anyone really understands why im sorta sensitive and scared to talk to people, which is the reason why i try to be someone who isnt afraid of what people think and isnt emotional (even though in reality im an absolute crybaby)
even my own parents dont understand.

anyways sorry for ranting in some random person's comments, i hope you feel better
love from indonesia 🇮🇩 ❤️

SW-User

How old are you?

Wewooloo · 13-15, T

@SW-User I’m currently 11 years old

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