titles suck tbh

so ive had this crush on this boy for probably around 8 months now, and i finally got his snap. I was so so happy and my face would lit up and my day would get better if hed snap me. I was joking around a showed a picture of my firend and he asked who it was. and we had a little inside joke between the three of us. He later on asked for her snap but i didnt really think anything of it because in the begining it was all about the inside joke. A few days later when i snapped him he told me he didnt feel like talking and i felt like i was annoying him 24/7 somimdidnt snap him and waited for him to snap me to start a conversation because i was the one who did most of the time. And he didt snap and when he did it was a streak. I realised he made me insecure about the fact i talked to much with just one sentence. I just thought oh well hes probably busy because i knew that something was going on or that he didnt feel like snapping girls. Then when i went ahead and vented to my bsf she told me she had snapped with him all day. thats when i realised he could never love me and the only reason he talked to me was because of my stupid bsf