first schoolday

i went to a new school yesterday for the first day and i met this girl in lab so i had to role up my sleeve so i did and you could see my scars i just worked and hoped nobody sees it but that girl saw and she asked if she could see them she got a marker and drew stars and heart around my scars.that made me so happy so i felt save with her. and i got home i didn't eat all day and last night my dad started yelling at me so i showed no emotion of like scared or angry then my dad started yelling*ARE YOU NOT SCARED* and then he hit me and i ran away to my room almost wanted to SH and then fell asleep crying . now i am at school with a morning report bc i was to late last year( sounds weird but i was late at 12-23 so) so i had to be at school at 7:45- and i need to ride like 30 min so i had to wake up at 6 that is hell